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victory_laps) wrote2011-01-23 12:05 am
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[shakes her head, she didn't mean to imply that - though, maybe she did]
Quit over-thinking it. You and me... we're something all right.
Yeah, she's only recently figured out how to do it. It's just a long process.
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What are we, exactly? Just so I don't have to over-think anything.
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Exactly? I don't think there is an exactly to us.
[have a pause -- and a bit of dialog to boot]
Raylan, sometimes... I look at you and I never want to see you again.
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As long as there's an us, maybe there doesn't have to be an exactly.
[Pauses to listen, pauses longer. It stings but he can't say he's never felt the same way.]
There was a time I did my damndest to make sure that's exactly what happened. It's still an option, if that's what you really want. You can go back to Gary and pretend like none of this ever happened. 'Sat what you want?
[He'd do it, if she said yes. But it's clear that's not what he wants her to say, underneath the surface.]
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[she'll keep quiet for a bit, shaking her head]
Right now -- I'm not really sure what I want.
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[He closes the distance between them a bit;]
That makes one of us.
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[Well, hello, Marshal Givens...]
Raylan, you can't make it that simple.
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[Not backing down just yet]
Why not?
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Because, we've never had anything be simple between us. We can't just start now.
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Whatever the case, he regards her for a long moment, then leans in to close the remaining gap between them, tilting his head to angle for a kiss.
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Of course, she was asking for trouble the moment she sat down to even talk to Raylan about any of this. He managed to disarm her, so easily, with just the slightest glance her way. Probably too many years of knowing exactly what was behind those glances, but either way -- they were far too easy to fall into.
He smelled good, too, and when he was close enough, she could feel that circling her a bit. Pulling her in the way his body pressed in closer. Lord help her, she wasn't going to be fighting very hard this time.
Winona's hand just eased toward his shoulder, sliding over the gray pinstripes of his sport jacket and then there wasn't anything that'd stop her from going that extra few moments closer to him. Even if it was just that brush of his mouth to hers, she'd feel it in her knees and be grateful that she was already seated.
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Maybe this would have consequences in the morning, maybe it wouldn't. Raylan was far past caring about all that right now, and had never really thought through to the end of some of his more drastic actions. Even so, things like this were notoriously unpredictable in their outcome. It might end in a fairy tale, it might end in flaming wreckage, but his want of the moment outweighed both of those possibilities.
There was just one thing in the world right now-- Winona and her body.
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Winona's knees brushed against his thigh, that secondary... maybe even tertiary contact, now seemingly less important than the way her hand had snaked away from her own thoughts. It'd found its way up into the short hairs at the nape of his neck, just brushing her thumb against the nape of his neck.
There was no mistaking how Raylan made her feel. The rush of her heartbeat, the way she couldn't help but keep her eyes closed as she keeps their kiss -- all of it just builds up in her mind to something that she always figures can't meet up, but in the end he just overwhelms her.
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They wouldn't be able to continue this here, not at the rate things were going to develop. Raylan touched her arm, wanting to keep as much of their mouths locked as possible while he tried to stand.
Winona made him drunk, blind. Whenever they touched he couldn't focus on anything else, be anywhere else. He knows they probably shouldn't, but he's never been great at avoiding things he shouldn't get into. The desire to experience drowns out all the other voices that say no, that try to warn him that fairy tales only exist in the movies. Right now, he doesn't care about happy endings or endings at all. It's just him, her, and them.
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Her mouth parted against his, capturing his briefly before she allowed that deepening of their kiss. Her own tongue teasing lightly against his as her weight shifted forward, shifting from her spot on that chair to let her knee rest between his thighs. It was a simple motion to keep her close to him as she rose to her feet. Her weight resting there against the seat of the chair before she knew she'd have to part from his mouth.
There was a great deal of reluctance on her end, she could've been just as content to move and straddle his lap, keeping up the soft contact of their mouths. Still, there was more that she could want from him and in that moment, she knew she did want more.
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So many times before he'd sat, letting her straddle him, or kneel between his legs. This could go either way she wanted, though he had a feeling she'd want to go for the former. He hadn't forgotten her preferences, either, how she liked to push him down and put her legs on either side of him, making him work to arch up into her touch.
What he wanted more than anything is to feel her body against his, no matter the angle. So he moved his hands down to the roundness of her hips, dipping his head to trail his lips across the tiny exposed area of skin where her shirt hung above her skirt.
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The tips of her fingers pressed to his chest, pushing him backwards onto the bed. Fingers returned to her body, slipping against the zipper near her hip, tugging it down and revealing the rest of her slender frame. It wasn't uncommon for her panties to match to her bra and this evening was no exception. The finer details would be lost in the low light, but the stitching was criss-crossed delicately and at the very least, Winona knew that it made her feel put together.
She stepped out of the skirt, nearly keeping the heels on but favoring leaving them to the ground as she lifted her foot up and out of them, moving to climb onto the bed and over Raylan. Her hand pressed against his chest, urging him to lean back as her hips centered over his.
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He'd always appreciated the detail she put into her lingerie. It made things that much more satisfying when he was able to dismantle that composed businesswoman and completely take her apart from her core.
Raylan watched her, propped up on his elbows until she pushed him down again, crawling over his body. He started kicking his boots off, raising his head to kiss her as his hands roamed newly-bare skin.
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Keeping his body close to hers, she let a single hand retreat from his neck to slide down his chest, finding their way to between her thighs and beneath her own position. She hadn't gotten around to working open buckles and closures, but it wasn't as if Raylan wore jeans that left anything to the imagination. Her fingers pressed against the front of his jeans, teasing against him as her tongue teased against his lower lip, running lightly along it.
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It was easy for him to navigate the clasp on her bra, having done it countless times from this vantage, and he ran his fingers over her shoulders, working on pulling the straps down her arms.
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Her teeth caught against his tongue for a moment, just a teasing scrape of contact before she returned her tongue to explore the depths of his mouth. She couldn't keep quiet the soft murmur of sound that came loose as her fingers tugged at the zipper to his jeans, moving the denim apart with her fingers as her thumb and forefinger continued downward between her thighs. A simple shift forward, just a slight one at that and her hand could fit beneath the loose cotton of his boxers and the taut pressure still remaining from his jeans. Not that it mattered, what she was looking for was damn easy to find at this point.
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It took some maneuvering to free her bra straps, but he finally got the thing loose and threw it aside. One hand found its way to her full breast, kneading gently as she worked his jeans apart. He brushed his thumb over her nipple, catching her lower lip between his teeth lightly.
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She pulled from the kiss, a soft smirk playing on her lips at the moment of teeth put to her mouth. Keeping a continuous amount of pressure against him as the rest of the motions she was putting to him yearned for balance. She'd tug to the left then the right and soon enough she'd have them down to his knees, which was enough for her to push them off to the ground using her toes and the arches of her feet.
Glancing up the length of his body, his cock hard in her hand, she leaned forward a bit. Her hand found purchase on the mattress, near his hip, as her body stayed over his. Her thumb brushed carefully along him, pressing the faintest of contact just beneath the ridge to his head. Save for the sound of her own breath, she was mostly listening to him. Her eyes locked to his, she watched him, letting that anticipation and ache for him build up, because for as badly as she wanted to claim him in that moment, to just take him into her mouth and let that wet heat of her tongue press to him, she wasn't in a hurry to give him what he wanted just yet.
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Raylan kept his eyes firmly locked with hers, as much to show her what she was doing to him by his flushed skin and pupils blown wide, as to hold on to that wordless connection they shared. Being able to search her eyes, looking for the slight shifts between lust, teasing, and love- it made his heart beat faster, his body more sensitive to her slightest touch. And right now, what he wanted was more.
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Keeping her hand where it was, she moved forward slightly, leaning in close to his mouth. Hovering over his lips, she exhaled a heavy breath, filled with want and need. She barely brushed her mouth to his before she eased back down the length of his torso, her mouth pressing soft open-mouthed kisses to his chest. Once she returned to that previous position, over his erection, still in her hand, she let her gaze flicker up to his before her mouth sunk down over him. From beneath lashes, she kept her sights to him as her cheeks drew in against him, pulling him into her mouth fully. Her attempt to take him wholly took a bit of patience, but she kept her tongue easing against him as her head bobbed over him.
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When she moved close to him, he tried to kiss her, aching to stoke that passionate fire again with his lips, but could only trade hot breath with her before she slid down his body. He moved under her mouth, pretty close to writhing, watching her watch him.
He literally stopped breathing when the hot heat of her mouth closed around him; then he groaned, long and low, eyes slipping closed as his head fell back. It felt like his whole body melted into the bed, everything blacking out except for the feel of her tongue. Then she started moving her head, and his body tightened with the familiar tension of building towards climax.
Raylan fisted the bedspread with one hand, sliding the fingers of his free hand into her hair again, letting her drive the movements but keeping the blond curtain of hair free so he could watch her working him over.
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Slightly breathless, she exhaled letting her eyes glance up to his mouth. Her want for him, the thought that she'd brought him to this state of arousal clearly was taking its toll on herself. Climbing up him again, she let her mouth fit to his shoulder, a gentle press of her teeth to skin as her hand slide between her thighs, tugging at the silk of her panties, trying to get them off of her. Letting her mouth move up his neck, her breath still heated and shallow pressed words to his ear. "Raylan," she exhaled his name with such need that it took her a moment to string the rest of the words together. "I want to feel you completely."
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"I want you," he whispered, voice thick as he scrambled to help get her panties off. He could feel the dampness between her legs, all because of him; just the knowledge that he still turned her on caused his skin to heat up another few notches. Normally, he'd respond in kind, make his tongue and fingers dance across her body in turn, but he was so hard he could barely stand it, and she was already aching for release.
Once her legs were bare, he ran his hands up her thighs, pulling her hips downward so he could press his tip against her opening. He'd gotten himself in position for her, and all she had to do was lower herself onto him. Raylan touched the back of her neck again, letting his thumb catch the edge of her jawline and tip it towards him.
"Please," he begged her, voice full of his own desperate need for them to be one again.
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Her mouth pressed to his, letting her lips claim his with every ounce of heat and passion she had waiting for him. Her body waited those few more moments before she shifted down onto him. Her jaw going slightly slack in their kiss as she moaned at the press of him entering her. Her head tipped to the side, parted lips dragging against the roughness of his beard a direct contrast of the slick feel of her claiming him completely. Stilling on his lap, she just let the feel of him center her, giving her something to focus on for a moment before she moved to kiss him deeply.
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He started to rock his hips, just slowly enough to pace himself, trailing his free hand down her back and over the round curve of her ass, pulling her tightly against him.
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Her hand moved from the sheets to his neck as her fingernails pulled against his shoulder. Rocking against him, she nipped at his mouth, pulling from the kiss long enough to let her forehead rest to his. Her line of sight shifted to look down their bodies, seeing where they became one. Taking a shallow breath, she let her mouth trail up toward his ear again, letting him hear every shallow exhale that came paired with every slow roll of her hips.
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The feel of her body had always delighted him; he let his free hand roam over her soft curves and the flat planes of her chest and belly appreciatively, like he could never quite believe she was right here with him unless he touched every inch of her. She'd gotten him so close before, with her mouth, and a tight coil of lust built low within him as they moved together steadily. Raylan sighed, driving with a bit more strength, raising his knees to get a better angle.
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Her breath hitched up in her lungs a bit, nearly a soft hiccup of air before she playfully nipped against his ear. Her lower back arching herself down against him more fully, trying to take all of him into her, feeling him fit to her perfectly - as if she couldn't imagine anyone else with her in this way. Her body responded to his, her hand brushing against his side as she moved to return to his mouth; a languid lazy kiss being plied to him.
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Caught in heady need, Raylan reached between their bodies, sliding his fingers between her legs. He flicked his fingertips over her tiny bundle of nerves, thrusting upwards as he began to rub small circles with his fingers in time. She had pulled moans from him, and he wanted to draw them out of her.
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He was surrounding her and nearly proving to ruin her for any other man. Nothing was ever so encompassing as the way he made her feel. Pulled taut and yet still feeling like she could slip away if he let her go. Leaning into him, she let her weight be carried by him, her body pressing close to his.
As her motions continued to quicken, she could only feel the heavy echo of her heartbeat pressing to his chest as her core tightened against him. Every soft plea that slipped loose was begging for a release. Her hand dragged against his side, moving to rest against the back of his neck. Her mouth hovered over his, warm breath panting to his lips, as moans became laced with urgency and need.
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Making love to her was the most pure thing he'd ever done, the most honest. Ava had been fun, sure, but ultimately the purging of a high school infatuation countless of boys at his school'd had. Meeting Winona, thousands of miles from their shared home, had been fate. They were made to fit together, to consume one another.
Raylan threaded his free fingers into her hair, tugging gently so she'd come out of herself and look at him. "Winona," he whispered, all necessary goading in his tone familiar to her ears. Come for me, it said.
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Winona could feel her hair clinging to her back and shoulders, the loose knot she'd had it in earlier was long since gone, now only the movement of her body allowed it to hang softly over her eyes.
As she felt her body continue to climb, it was evident that his words weren't the only thing stringing her along toward that finish. The way her name rolled off his tongue made something low in her quake slightly, an unsteady thrum of her pulse deep within her. That same throb low and against him made her draw her body down to his again, her weight settling against his chest as she let her hips continue their patterns. Her mouth faltered against his, that ache in her causing her focus to be less than accurate when it came to reclaiming his lips.
Everything came to a finite point, that five seconds of nearly thinking she'd lose a hold of everything that broke its way down to the next few minutes of her body simply letting go over everything. Her hand instinctively moved to his shoulder, trying to stop his hand from moving against her clit, knowing the pressure was far too much at that point. Her body clung to his, thighs flexing to hold him within her as her walls tried to claim him further. Winona let her mouth part against his cheek, warm puffs of breath that trailed down near his ear as she allowed those soft cries of pleasure to flood his senses before she sunk her body down against him once more, trying to urge his own release as she continued to ride hers out.
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He could feel the heat of their skin, the sweat making their bodies slick, soon to be cooling in the air of the room. Raylan turned his head, desperately seeking her mouth as the surge of his orgasm started to wane, wanting to kiss her lazily while he rocked against her a bit more. He wanted the moment to draw out as long as possible.
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She could own his body any time, and probably vice versa. But what he wanted was her heart, because she'd never really left his.
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Her motions slowed, easing to something more akin to a gentle shift, just settling against him not even wanting him to part from her. Fingers drifted against his side, slipping between their chests so that the tips could press to his chest, just resting there, giving her something else to feel. She wanted to feel his heart beating as hard and constant as hers was.
Shutting her eyes, she broke from his mouth with a sigh. Forehead resting to his, she let her eyes open. Her focus pulled slightly before her vision adjusted, watching him for a brief moment before her nose brushed softly against his. That soft non-verbal gesture of adoration that she had missed, bringing an ache to her chest that she hadn't quite prepared for.
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I love you
If only time didn't exist, so he could lay here with her forever. His body began to calm, his heart finally starting to beat at a normal rate. He moved again, slowly raising his hips so he could separate their bodies long enough to try and roll them over on their sides without their legs being in a tangle. Drowsiness was starting to creep up on him, and he wanted to drift off with her in his arms, passing the nights like they used to together.
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She took a deep breath, exhaling it slowly as her fingers trailed over his arm seeking out his fingers as she eased in beside him. Her foot, where once only toes pressed, slid between his legs, tangling against him just to assure herself that whatever connection she'd lost in their parting -- she'd regain in slumber.
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It had been a while since he'd been able to just sit and take her all in, skin flushed and lips swollen. She really was beautiful like this, eyes full of a warmth he'd missed at his core. He smiled softly, amazed at how fate seemed to work, and not taking one second of it for granted.
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After a moment, she leaned in closer to him, a soft kiss brushing to his lips. Barely a hint of contact, but enough to make her smile. She settled against the pillow beside him, her fingers brushing to his hair for a moment before she let it rest to her hip lightly. Content to just watch him until her eyes wouldn't stay open any longer.
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This content moment, this perfect quiet, she'd missed it so much and even if she was only to have it for this one night, she wasn't going to forget.